Here’s the thing, Bonnie, I suspect it does fall right into our lap. Only when the time is right, though. Putting the work in is mostly wasted effort. We can want, wish for, manifest as much as possible. The Universe decides when the time is right. We don’t get to choose or control it in any way. And I think, that’s why Jonathan and I are more Zen about it. I think that’s also part of the lesson that we really don’t have any control in this plane.
Personally, I had it once. To expect more would be to be greedy and ungrateful. To hope for it again? Well, there’s nothing wrong with that. I do hope you find it though. In fact, I hope everyone gets to experience it. It’s a life-changing view of the world. Once you’ve known it, nothing else is ever the same.