I only have a little tiny inkling of what you must go through during one of these episodes. I’ve had a total of two attacks like that in my life.
Unfortunately, my asshole “point of no return” comes along at a place that seemingly has no visible trigger to the people who love me. Sometimes wish I had a better excuse. But then I wouldn’t be the charmer that I am. :)
Get better soon, Ann. We’re all pullin’ for ya.