I suspect these experiences don’t fit in our culture because they are outside of any “normal” human experience. They just don’t work in the world we live in. But that’s not because there’s anything wrong with them, rather we just don’t have any frame of reference that fits them. If it were me, I would continue pursuing these things. Just keep in mind that what you receive from them probably won’t be of any benefit in this world. It’s beyond this world. It’s valuable on a spiritual level. Nothing of that world has meaning here. And nothing here makes any difference in that world.