Love this. It’s how I love too. Four relationships in my life. I still love them all. My wife is dead (along with half my heart). Two of them won’t speak to me, but if they called me up, I’d be there in a heartbeat. Remarkably, I just found my first love ever and started up a conversation with her. It’s only a friendship now, but there’s still that fondness and connection that started it all so many years ago.