Truthfully Iva, I have a guarded heart for one reason and one reason only. I’m leaving this place. In five months. For an open-ended circumnavigation of North America on a motorcycle. It’s a bucket list item and it’s non-negotiable. I absolutely MUST do this. To expect someone to wait for me is to make an unreasonable request of them. Now, if someone said to me “I’ll be here when you get back” I would give them all of me. Because, the truth is, I need someone to believe in me enough to trust that I believe in them.